Please pray for me to trust my husband again, my heart aches I can't eat, didn't realize how love can really make you sick. lost about 40 pounds, very skinny" I don't like myself cause now I'm a very jeolious person now, I just wish I can move on and be happy again with my family. 21 years with this man, can't move on with out him, there's no other man for me that I want, I gave this man my heart forever.

I need to be strong and believe in my self and for once put my self first before my husband, I realize now that I do not come first in his life. God please help me and direct me on the right path, is my marriage over should I move on and just be alone or should I stop complaining and deal with it. My husband works with nothing but women, I got sick and he couldn't even take care of me and take me to the ER knowing I have a chonic diesease and I had bronchides, could have gotten amonia and my amune system is not strong enough to survie it, and it seemed to me like he didn't care. But at work he works super hard and takes care of all the women at work. Please god this can't go on any longer what should I do.