Dear Heavnly Father, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I understand that obedience is required and that doubt is like disobedience. give me the strength to get though this hard time. I love you and I love Randy who I have lived with for 17 years. I love you more though, even if right now my heart is breaking. Give me the strength to follow your will thru this storm I love and trust you. I await your wonderul works and hope my suddenly is what I have always wanted. Marriage to Randy.