I was wondering if anyone will pray for me. I have actually 2 really important ones. I have been struggling in my faith for almost 2 yrs and I can't seem to "get it" I really want to live for God and know Jesus personally, but I seem soooo far away and so alone I am in dire need for my faith to grow and for me to really know him I mean really personally know him and serve him. also I am young and have 4 children, 3 which are a little special. my husband has ms and can't even drive, so basically I am doing it like a single mom( not in a bad way but you know what i mean) anyways I am really obese and have been having really bad heart symptoms. I finally went to a cardiologists ( i have anxiety and terrified of dr's) my ekg's are abnormal and i have something wrong. I have lost 66 pounds since march(when I went), but I still continue to have these symptoms even on the heart pill he gave me. (which is for heart failure) I am soooo depressed and feel sooo alone. I want to raise my kids and see them grow up. I am having a hard time still dealing with this. I have to go back next mo and I am terrified he is going to tell me even worse news :( so if you can pray for those 2 things I would be sooo grateful.