I am having yet another surgery (#10) I just want my son and I to be happy and healthy. I would also love to have a great man to enter our life to stand by my side and be a great influence on my son. amen

Dear GOD,

Help me...I do not understand....help me to understand and for my son and I to get through this....I hope that things turn around, but fear that is not going to happen.....how could something so right be over? Help me....
Amen

I need you God....only you can make things fall into place....Please help G to find a local job.....i miss him so much when he has to work outta town....and its taking a toll on him.....I know with all that is in me he is the one you made 4 me....please help.....amen....

I am soooo lost right now....found a wonderful man only to find he has gotten a job in another state....It always seems like the good things happen then fall apart....right now I am soooo lonely and need to find the one who compliments me and I compliment him... thought it was him...even though I saw sooo many signs...I don't know....even my son says to me this morning..."mommy I wish we could find someone to be with us....I want a stepdad...someone to help us...." brought me to tears...please help me....I have been doing this alone for two years...can't take much more.... amen

I pray that when ever i can't be with my son that God wraps his arms around him and keeps him safe....I also pray for my friend whi has soooo much on his plate right now and needs some relief...he is truly amazing and deserves tobe happy again....

Dear Lord..... I need strength to make it through all the ups and dwons that keep coming my way..... and help choosing the direction I need to go in order to find true person who compliments me....and I them....
amen

God..... I know I should be patient and being able to see him last weekend was all because of you... showing me I al going on the right path and to keep following my heart...... I want to start my life with him.... I feel like he has part of me with him when he is gone..... I long to feell his embrace and his love..... God please bring him here and let the rest of it work out.... I don't want to waste a moment without him..... please God... I feel with every part of me this is the right thing... and after 4 months away... u brought him to me last weekend..... please God move mountains..... part seas...... I need you.... and only you can..... Amen....

Its almost Christmas and the holidays are sure hard alone. It is the first Christmas Ty won't see his dad (K)... The divorce should be final soon... I could not deal with his drinking anymore. We split 17 months ago.. and he moved out of the state last New Years Eve. I did meet a man ove the summer and I realized I can love again that I was not completely a lost cause. I really wish he would come back and spend Chritmas with Ty and I. My so is not dealing very well he is 7 and very sad all the time. His teacher ad school counselor reccommended he see someone to talk to. I am doing my best and trying to be strong. it is so hard. I just want that hug and the feeling of having S hold me on the couch watching a movie exp this time of year. Please pray he chooses to come back and we can be as happy as we were this summer:)

God I pray to you .... I know that u have plans for me... please give me a sign or a sense of peace.....I truely love this man and want him near.. I miss him soooo much and it is ripping me apart... I clear my mind and try to think of other things.... but my mind always goes back to him....why......Please Lord show me the path to him... bring him here to me..... Only you God can fix anything..... Amen....

Here I go again... praying every night that the one who has my heart realizes he deserves to be happy.....we were so happy together and now we don't talk... he always side... he was not good enough for me and I deserve the best.... I wil her would get it that I decide what is best for me and I think it is him..... I think of him all the time and sense he is unhappy... I then found out the other day my sense were right.... I need a mircale to bring us back togehter... Please help... God only you can get him to start to climb the mountain so he can find me on the other side.....Amen

Thank u....