please pray for me that God will give me all the strength i need to keep going. i am just getting so tired of the struggle. it feels so hard sometimes. i know hes here and i know he cares. i need help giving up my life for him. i know its not about me. i need help letting go. and completely understanding what it means to live for him completely. and im scared of that sometimes because i know he can take away anything. i dont want to be scared anymore.