Please pray for me that i find someone who loves me and want to be with me. and that i find my true self and become a better and healthy person, beautiful inside and out

Please pray for me that the person who truely loves me, marries me and gives me a kid so that my mother's last wish comes true,,,, so that i become happy and purposeful and forget all my past errors that haunt me, so that i find the peace of mind

would like to get back my true love in him and in myself and have a kid with him, this is the purpose of my being, other than him i have no family or friend

I have lost my job, and most importantly the TRUE LOVE of my life who tried to get me out of all my miseries,,, I am 43 years old, lost hope, no money, no friend,,, in biggest distress of my life. Please pary for me