I pray that the divorce I didn't ask for or want goes well. It's been three years, and I've fallen distant from God as a result of all the "less than perfect" days of trial. I have felt as if my prayers aren't being heard, questioned my faith and beliefs, but I'm still here, still hanging on and still love my God. I pray that he speaks to the hearts of those in charge of my future and my children's future, that they make the right decisions, and what's best for all involved. I pray that my hatred towards my husband and his latest fiance since the split and their child goes away. I pray that my jealousy over my children's feelings towards my husband's mistress and their illigament child is squelched. I pray that my finances is more than enough to support my children and I. I pray that I meet a guy who will love me the way I deserve for myself and for my children who need to see what true love looks like.

I need prayer for my children and I. I am meeting with my soon to be ex and his lawyer tomorrow for a mediation. He has done a splendid job of manipulating the system to make himself look "good" when in reality he's anything but. I pray that God speaks to the hearts of those involved in decision making for my children lives and mine.

I'm praying that God takes immediate control of my situation...I've grown tired and weary of all the worry, heartache, and suffering. It's gone on for way too long and I need His strength, grace, mercy, and supernatural intervention in my life. Their is nothing on this earth that can make things better; only Him!