I pray that the divorce I didn't ask for or want goes well. It's been three years, and I've fallen distant from God as a result of all the "less than perfect" days of trial. I have felt as if my prayers aren't being heard, questioned my faith and beliefs, but I'm still here, still hanging on and still love my God. I pray that he speaks to the hearts of those in charge of my future and my children's future, that they make the right decisions, and what's best for all involved. I pray that my hatred towards my husband and his latest fiance since the split and their child goes away. I pray that my jealousy over my children's feelings towards my husband's mistress and their illigament child is squelched. I pray that my finances is more than enough to support my children and I. I pray that I meet a guy who will love me the way I deserve for myself and for my children who need to see what true love looks like.