I never noticed how God was in my life. Once backed into a wall, I give up everything I can do and let God do the rest. After countless times it has happen, I still do not get the message. I am also a hypocrite, telling others what is right and what their wrong in. Some follow and come out better, and some don't follow what i say at all. Those that come out better, think I may be a role model but I never follow through on the advice that i give. Another one of my sins, is that I ask too much from everyone because I am incredibly spoiled.
This has led to my parents struggling themselves over money problems and killing themselves over work. This has also led to my friends being with me less because of me wanting too much from them. Especially this one person who I love above all others.
The only thing I ask of God to give me, is the power to follow through with my promises so that I can help my parents with money problems and make them proud as I being college as a freshman next week. The other thing I ask of God is control over my desires both in material possessions and relationships as it puts a strain on those I love.
I promised God that I would never cheat on a test again or in general...when the going got tough, and it has and will again, i decided to cheat in an act of desperation to save my grade. I promised this was the last time, yet I am about to do it again for my Final. How do i ask forgiveness from God when I've broken my promises over and over again....
I really need help,
with the best intentions, did struggle for my bioethics class but did my best to pull through, and I ended up with a B-, by the grace of God, in one website, but the other website said F, and now I'm in danger of not going back to my school again.
What do I tell my parents, I don't want to change schools because I am happy here, with my major and what i do at school and all the friends I made. My parents won't be able to survive the heartbreak.
What I really need is God's grace to tell my teacher to change both websites to say B- I really can't have that F. I swear I have learned by lesson. This is a life-changing situation.
God please, I really beg of you, I don't want to leave
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