Please pray that God will change my heart.....I have nothing but bad feelings for a certain someone and I cant help but honestly hate them.....I know its wrong to hate anybody but I constantly feel at war with this person...I feel as if I am always having to prove myself.....wheather it be with family, friends or even myself. I sometimes feel like everyone (including family and friends) wished I was her and because Im nothing like her I have so much resentment towards her.....Its time for a change. I cant keep living my life in what I feel is her shadow. Im tired of wishing for her to fall off the planet!! Its now time for me to just be "ok" with her and let God feel that hard spot in my heart. I know it seems silly but I cant do this on my own...Ive tried! Ive tried to ignore the remarks and the constant reminders but Ive had little success. I need lots of prayers!!!! Thank you! :)

Father I pray that you continue to bless us with the many blessings we have recieved and Father I ask that you are watching over my dad as he goes thorouout his struggles and Father I ask that you guide him more to you and I pray for my wonderful husband that I am so blessed to have. I ask that you watch over him and sit on the back of that motorcycle everytime he cranks it. And my mother-in-law as she battles cancer Father please hold her hand as you bring her through this. Father I ask that you watch over and bless every one of my babies at work, keep their boo boos kissed and their hearts sweet. I pray that you give me the patience to be the very best teacher and example I can be. I ask that you watch over our boys and girls over seas fighting for our freedom. And lastly Father I ask you to bless my marriage. Keep our hearts young and our love strong. I am so thankful for all the many blessings I am met with each and every day. You have prepared the most wonderful life for me and I am so very thankful Father. Please watch over my family and friends, keep us safe and out of harms way. In Jesus precious name I pray.....AMEN!