I'm currently going through a few issues. Most importantly is my pending surgery on Dec. 5th. I am having two discs removed from my neck & will be off work for 4-6 weeks. I'm not sure when I will receive the short term disability & will only get 1 full paycheck for the month of December. Last Sunday I saw & learned that my now ex-boyfriend had a young woman of 19 years spending the night with him in his apartment. We are 47 years old. I don't believe there was intimacy, but will never know for sure. I learned of several lies while talking with his mother, who is a strong christian woman. She also learned of many lies he has told her. My heart hurts missing him. My little dog is not feeling well either. I'm not sure if she is just sad from missing him or if there is something wrong with her. My car fell victim to a string of vandals this past week where they went down my street shooting windows out of cars with a BB gun. My financial situation is very tight & now I have to pay approximately $250 to get that fixed only to park my car for about a month since I won't be able to drive that long. I'm a strong woman & believe strongly in God & I believe there is a lesson in all of this for me & I will wait to see what those lessons may be. I thank you all for your thoughts & prayers & wish you all God's blessings & a very happy holiday season. Thank you.