I don't know exactly what's going on with me lately, but part of it is definitely my under active thyroid along with a bad back due to incorrect posture over the years. I've also been unemployed for the past 9 months now. So, because of all of these piling up on me, I'm going through some pain mentally and physically. I dont want to say that I deserve to be more important than any other person or that my problems are worse than anyone else's. In fact, if anything I feel that my problem is that I can't handle this because my life up until now has been too easy. I'm generally an optimistic person, but lately due to all these things, its hard to keep a smile on my face. I really need something great to happen, a jump starter. To get to what I'm asking for are just prayers in general. I'd love if you pray that the health problems stop where they are and dont progress. Also, that I am blessed with a job as soon as possible. I hate asking for help, but these days, I really want to see if I could get some help and prayers from anyone who is willing to do so. I thank you all ahead of time. I'm sorry for being a burden.

Im going too the doctor soon. I hope that I am okay and that Im just over worrying, but I'm really worried. I would be so grateful for anyone who prays for the best for me. I am grateful for you reading this. Thank you. Continue to be great and my prayers are with you as well.