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Johanna
Johanna Caba Rodriguez
Johanna

Prayer Request

Hi, brothers and sisters in Christ...
I hope that the Lord continues to bless each and every one of you as He has continuously blessed me.
I ask for your prayers because I am having a very conflicting decision making process as far as what I wanna do and who I wanna be. I want to pursue a career in the airline industry as passenger services agent and/or, perhaps in the future, a flight attendant and, therefore, leave my college studies behind me. To pursue the career and have a better chance at finding a job in this field, I need to return to the U.S. I've been living in Dominican Republic since '07, btw.
College hasn't gone too well for me these past semesters and I'm kinda taking that as a hint.
My issue is that there are several things holding me back from pursuing the career I so desperately want. One of them is my home life situation. See, my father is not a believer, is an alcoholic and bears arms. My mother, however, IS a believer. As a result, I have a very dysfunctional home life. My sister moved back to the US a few years ago so I've been bearing this cross by myself ever since.
I know that God has a purpose w/ everything and that we are never alone but I just don't know where my life is headed...
Until my home life changes, I can't leave, as I fight the demons that run rampant w/ prayer and personally have had to step in and avoid conflict.
I DO believe God has the power to change my family's circumstance but I just wish I knew when...
My other problem is that I don't nkow what I'm gonna do... I just feel like I'm a little impulsive and I don't want to make any crazy decisions w/o God telling me what I should do.
My parents and many others have supported my wanting to go home and pursue this career path but I feel as though God is holding that dream back for a bit until I'm ready.
In general, I'm just confused, afraid and depressed and I don't know what to do.
Please pray for me so that God will guide me in the right direction...
I do not wish to continue living in fear...
God bless you all.