I want to know the Lord and know his voice from mine. I want to trust Him for all things at all times. I get frustrated with myself and and I'm so broken by my mother's passing. It broke my heart that she died of dementia. I took care of her fir five years and slowly watched her decline. It takes me apart. I miss her and dont know how to be without her. My family for the most part has cut me out of their lives and my brother texted me that I should self eliminate myself. I have no intention of doing that.

Please pray for me ive taken care of my widowed, 88 year old mom with dementia for 5 years and had to put her in memory care. I hate her disease and what's it's doing to her. It breaks my heart. All I do is cry everyday all day long
I don't know how to feel better.