Dear father please help me on this journy of understanding and learning better things in life instead of falling back on my old way's of addiction, i have tried for 5 years now to be drug free and find at times i failed myself and you even after all that you have given me and how much you have restored me . Please father continue to keep me strong and fight this desease of addiction and heal me of it and of the mental illnes due to the drugs. thank you.