I cannot bear the pain that I carry in my heart anymore. I cry every day for the past 2 years. I thought it was my job, my relationships, my family, etc.. but I'm thinking it's me. I can't seem to be happy with any situation. I feel I have been deceiving myself all my life!

I was sexually abused a number of times in my life starting when I was 3. I see a counselor regularly for years. It's helpful, yet I cannot seem to find peace. I even asked for depression meds, after being totally dead set against them. I purchased the prescription, but decided not to take them after all.

I am a divorced mother of 6 and I am a special education teacher helping many children who are struggling in life. Sometimes deep down I feel that they have it more together than me.

As you can probably tell, I have a very low self esteem. Many people tell me that I should not think low of myself for I have a lot to be thankful/proud.

I would like to ask you to pray for me for positive self-esteem and self-love. Also, for God to bring me the partner that He sees fit before I lose anymore hope!

for my boys and my health (from the mold and bat droppings where we are renting and from stress) and to get out of debt

I would like to ask for prayers of complete healing and for enough money to pay off all debt, purchase my first home at age 50, provide new clothes to all six of my children, and have money to also live some dreams like travel to Disneyland with my entire family and buy horses and a horse farm to provide riding for people.

I pray that the constant stress in my life is eliminated. It has a ripple effect on everything and it's slowly killing me.