I am a healthy 55 year old woman. I lost my twin sister to suicide 5 years ago and I have not been able to put my life together since then please pray that the answers start coming quickly.

On June 9, 2010 my identical twin sister took her life. I would like have peace in my mind and heart. I feel empty and guilty all of he time. I need to know that God has a purpose for me her in my life. I am lost and have spent my whole life looking for guidance and answers to my life purpose. With her death I need these questions answered more than ever thank you. And peace to you.