My husband of 25 years passed away expectantly on May 9, 2015. It was the worst day of my life, then I went and got very drunk at a bar and crashed into a parked car at 3am. They took my to jail and it was horrible. I am sorry for what I have done on that day, but I felt like I was not in control of myself. I am trying to make up for the wrong I have done by quitting drinking and trying to do for people when they need me even if they don't I try to do good things. I am very scared about the future, because I am starting my own business to help pay all the bills that were left, so if I could get prayers also that my 4 children would talk to me again, and I would get to see my grandchildren. They have all turned their backs on me, and I don't know why. I guess that this is what I am going to have to suffer through. My first grandson my husband and myself took care of him since he was 6 weeks old till he was 5 and started school. Now I am not allowed to see him and it is breaking my heart. Please pray that him and my other grandson who I don't even know that much will come back into my life.

No not me but my father has a small cancer in his lung. The prayer I really want to make is I know that God is watching over him but this family needs to treating each other like we hare FAMILY, because when all and said and done that is all you have is your family. So please dear lord bring this family together the was we should be loving each other the was regular familys do, Amen.