I know my story is a little short but it is important to me a couple years back a very close friend of mine died in a car accident and I was so angry sometimes I felt like some part of me wanted to blame god for what happened because I didn't understand all I wanted to do was hit a wall and crawl up in a ball and die and I literally asked god why probably over a thousand times but now I feel like I no why and it is because he knew that I needed a amazing guardian angel