I have been feeling mixed emtoions about myself. Unsure of who I am, it scares me. I want to be happpy and feel free to be who i was meant to not who i am supposed to. I want to be around people who care about me not chase people who dont even know im there. I wnat to believe in god as much as he supposedly believes in me. I have been doing better with my drug addition its hardest to pick up the pieces after alll is said nad done. Who goes where, what goes hwere? where do i turn to when no none is there? there is only so much one perosn one soul one heart and body can take and ivve reached my limit, im only 22 please just let this be part of life and not what it will always be like, please let htere be alight at hte end of ths vast eternal tunnel. please pray for me and my family, pray for me to love myself again and for others to as well. amen

Please pray for my boyfriend jerry. He is having problems dealing with the world and its curveballs. He needs hsi family and his family needs to find the love thtat once broguht them together. God please take away all the drugs all the demons that come witht them, take away all the lies we tell ourselves to justify doing these drugs to excape rthe reality that needs to gbe faced to fix these problems. TThese problems that have been an elephant in the room ever since Iv'e enetered this house. There was once peace bring tha peace back no one deserve sit more than him. Dojnt let him lose himself too. Thank you fofr giving him the strength to put up with my problems andhis as well and in fact everyones and still smile thank you for sucha great person.. stay in his heart and mind and never leave him when everyone else forsakes him. amen