I have been feeling mixed emtoions about myself. Unsure of who I am, it scares me. I want to be happpy and feel free to be who i was meant to not who i am supposed to. I want to be around people who care about me not chase people who dont even know im there. I wnat to believe in god as much as he supposedly believes in me. I have been doing better with my drug addition its hardest to pick up the pieces after alll is said nad done. Who goes where, what goes hwere? where do i turn to when no none is there? there is only so much one perosn one soul one heart and body can take and ivve reached my limit, im only 22 please just let this be part of life and not what it will always be like, please let htere be alight at hte end of ths vast eternal tunnel. please pray for me and my family, pray for me to love myself again and for others to as well. amen