I am so very sorry. I lost my American Bulldog Lexi this past Father's day morning. She would have been 10 years old this September. I miss her so very much. I know you are hurting also. It seems like she has been gone for such a long time but she hasn't. I am looking forward to seeing her in heaven. I know she is not hurting anymore. The bible says there are animals in heaven and I believe it. My prayers are with you.