on 12.08.09 I had my 22 week anatomy ultrasound & we found out that my baby's chest, arms & legs have not fully developed. I can't carry this pregnancy to full term, I am about to lose my 1st child & its killing me!!!! =( My husband & i will find out if this is a genetic issue soley to this pregnancy or its something genetic with me or my husband... I cannot take the pain anymore! I am sooo sad =(... Please pray for me & my husband that we get thru this very hard time in our life & that we are able to have a happy healthy baby in the near future...

Please pray for me that I may find the straight to let go of the past, to find the courage to look forward to the future instead of being afraid of the future. To let go of the hatred and hurt that is in my heart and to find peace, love & happiness within me. I feel so lost, so sad and overwhelmed with life.