5 years ago, my life was filled with fear, anger, resentment with an abusive husband and some terrible choices I had made. I couldn't take it any more. I didn't think there was anything left for me on this earth. So, I swallowed ALOT of sleeping pills. But then, God literally woke me up and saved my life when I was at my worst. At that point, he put a person in my life who changed my entire scope of everything. I left the abusive (no ex) husband and turned my life into a life of gratitude, peace and contentment. God knows your path. You have to trust that what happens is all in his plan. I am the happiest I have ever been now married to a man who loves me for who I am, accepts me, respects me, cherishes me. And I thank God every day for sending him to me.