father I am asking for forgiveness for all things I have done to dishonor you. I have went back to those things that you set me free from. because of it, I have done things I never thought I would do and causing a lot of pain for all those around me. I have unforgivness and pain in my heat. I have pointed the finger to others, while all along it has been me. let me know and believe that you forgive me and help me to forgive others. their are so many ppl who have it worse off than me, please allow me to live a long life and impart godly examples to all those around me. have caused much of the financial burdens that surround me but your mercy is indescribable and I am asking you to give me another chance to show you to the world. help me smile again because I know that it is a gift from you and ppl are encouraged by my words and smile when I am living right. all choices I make effect so many people. please help me not to be judgmental but if I see an area of weakness in a person I will pray and not talk about it. love covers a multitude of sins. let me remember th amount of mercy I extend to others will be given back to me. let my prayers not be self centered but prayers for others. teach me to pray for those that hurt me. it is easy to pray for those I love even he heathen do that. thank you lord for being the God of second chances. thank you for never giving up on me. please help me to live a life that is pleasing to you and bears much fruit for your kingdom.

PLEASE PRAY THAT I WILL HAVE RESTFUL AND ADEQUATE SLEEP. I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP WELL FOR MONTHS. I HAVE BEEN GETTING UP EARLEIER AND EARLIER AND IT HAS BEEN EFFECTING EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE. PLEADE PRAY FOR AT LEAST 6 HOURS STRAIGHT SO I CAN BE PRODUCTIVE FOR THE LORDS LINGDOM THANK YOU.