Take it one day at a time. Do not think about tomorrow. You’re not a mistake. Talk with God and tell Him everything that’s hurting you. Ask Him for forgiveness and for peace. Ask Him for strength. You can get through this. You’re stronger than you think. Set a goal each day and strive towards making that goal. No matter how small it is. I will pray for you and will continue to pray for you. You will get through this In Jesus name. Amen.