It is always natural to pray for yourself, know one thing. Every challenge, stress, depression, or anything negative we all go through is because God loves us and wants us to pass through the hardship. Everything happens in life for a reason and God wants to see how we react to a certain challenge we have, work on yourself little by little, and you will see how much you have grown. This is God's gift, god is always wanting to give us gifts and rewards, but we have to make the right decisions during a challenge. Just know that God is watching over you no matter what, and remember one thing. If you cry then through your emotions, feelings, god understands exactly what you want.

Have faith, everything happens for a reason, and that reason in my opinion really depends on how we act. There is always happiness from any kind of stress, God Bless your entire family.