I was the oldest female student in the entire class of 150 by more than a decade, single and unsure of my future. God led me to completion of my new degree, a loving husband, and a new career. In the midst of the whole new journey came the storms of negativity beyond I could bear and I became very sick and lost in my own world. God still sent me hands of help even in my own despair of how come God does not help me.....
I am recovering much better, working on to rebuild my relationship with myself, my husband, my family, and my career... Hanging onto Him is the only source I can say helps me breath in peace. I am grateful for God's blessings to me and I seek more of Forgiveness and acceptance.

Dear Sweet Jesus,
I pray for the sacrament of marriage You have given me. We are struggling with many things these days including my health, Lord.
Please give him your strength of peace and serenity to oversea as he must....and give me joy and love and happiness to continue this life in health and happiness You have given me.

I felt betrayed from work, church, and from family. Got mislead and intruded upon and hacked to extent I am too afraid of find out...
Please give me strength to be on my two feet so that my family can be happy and smiling once again in joy.

Please give my husband Andy your strength and wisdom and love to accept himself, accept me the way You created me so that we may surrender to Your Will in joy and peace. Amen.

Dear Sweet Jesus,
The time of Lent is come and we reflect on our weaknesses and reconciliation for better future...
I learned today that I am going through a bit of post trauma stress issues.... work environment had been stressful enough for adrenal fatigue and nightmares with aches in the stomach to the body....
I think I do not make much impression on many people yet special few remember me.
This is time of need for me to reach out for support and to be supported. i am frightened yet am still with Your Love.
Please take me by the hand and walk me through each moments in the day.... I am scared to return to work tomorrow.... you know how much I had been in and out this month with things.... and how much I am in need of support.... please lead me and let me grasp the helping hands and say YES to the future you have planned for me. Will not let this emotional bruising stop me from dong what I am meant to do... and what You want to create in this place. I want to be on your feet walking like the daddy's little girl..... too scared to walk on my own tonight....
THank you for my life and all the treasures that brighten your day... please let the envy of others subside with sense of peace and relief for their discovery of joy within them. AMEN.

Baby Jesus,

See me through this day...
With a big day coming, being below-low on battery makes me feel nervous.
called out from work too...
looks like i will not be able to call out from home office but at least I have more flexible schedule today and in a smaller area to ambulate.
You see me through the day Jesus, I know already are. I love You, Lord..

Dear God, thank you for having the family together before our Uncle Joseph was brought up to you. With all the love and beauty you showed us, please take him up to your arms with love and forgiveness.
Thank you cleansing my heart past weekend and thank you for all things in my life and the life of my families.
May we praise your name with delight for hope and joy. Amen.

Dear God,
Thank you for Today...
Please grant me Patience...and small appreciations to smile. thank U