I thank God for being such a loving and merciful god. We live in such a troubling time and the only hope we have is in Jesus. He said he would never leave us or forsake us. Thank you heavenly father for your comfort. God you know the decisions and the needs i have today and i ask for your direction and guidance in the decisions we are facing. Father not our will but yours to be done. Bless all your hurting people that are trusting you for answers to their prayers. Whether it is financial, spiritual or physical bless them today God we ask in your name Jesus. Thank you God for hearing us when we pray. We love you heaventh father and thank you for all the answers that are coming.
I'm so sorry. It sounds like you have went through sooo much hurt. I would like to encourage you. I too went through a lot of what you're going through. Except from the suicide. But I kept praying and trusting God to turn the whole situation around. He did but I had to trust him and wait upon him. Please don't give up on him. As far as your mom is concerned. You love her and take care of her. One day when you look back. You will treasure this time you have with her. It doesn't matter how hard it is the very ones that's probably not helping is the very ones that probably are attacking you because they aren't stepping up and helping. But God has placed this in your hands for a reason. Never ever give up !!!!!! Trust him he will never leave you or forsake you.