My world has turned upside down. 4 months ago, my 86 year old dear momma suffered a major stroke. Due to much prayer and Gods grace she was granted to come home. Jesus of course the exception, she is the closest to perfect there faithful, God fearing daughter of God ,raised me to be the same and I am honored to now care for her. Without hesitation, Sold my little home moved in two years ago, just to be with momma. Heard her cough, ran down thhe stairs and on the floor she was.( major ) since this time, The enemy has attacked in every way possible , my children complain and treat me very cruel, due to myself falling apart needing them to be with me. ( my husband, their daddy committed suicide ,non of us have been the same since, of course) my three children never want to hear me say anything emotional or negative. My oldest has kept me from even being around my grand child. The hurt is unimaginable. This is only one area of sadness in life since momma became Ill,my brother has turned on me, friends call me incompetent to care for my momma, I have been literally tortured from those I thought loved. I can not even believe my life right now. I keep praying and keep thinking I will wake from this nightmare. No other family member helps at all in my mothers care, much less even visits. I need prayer to be strong, to have wisdom and for God to restore the love and kindness I never see from my children and family. Thank you😢🙏
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Prayers are with you 💜🙏💜
I'm so sorry. It sounds like you have went through sooo much hurt. I would like to encourage you. I too went through a lot of what you're going through. Except from the suicide. But I kept praying and trusting God to turn the whole situation around. He did but I had to trust him and wait upon him. Please don't give up on him. As far as your mom is concerned. You love her and take care of her. One day when you look back. You will treasure this time you have with her. It doesn't matter how hard it is the very ones that's probably not helping is the very ones that probably are attacking you because they aren't stepping up and helping. But God has placed this in your hands for a reason. Never ever give up !!!!!! Trust him he will never leave you or forsake you.