I have a long struggle since my father passed in 97. I have divorced, lost 4 jobs in the past 6 years, emotional problems moved back with my mom. She now takes care of me therefore she is now struggling too. She tells me I help her she helps me. I am suppose to be an independent woman not rely on my mom.

I cant seem to get a job and the of it scares me I feel so rejected like I am not good enough or too old. My daughter is the love of my life she has struggled along with me, we gave each other strength. She has met a wonderful man and will marry next year she has an awesome job and lives 2 hours away from me I miss her alot especially around the holidays my dad passed 2 weeks before Christmas. NO matter how hard I try the holidays just seem to get worse each year for me. I just want to be happy, not depressed, see a light at the end of the struggling tunnel. I want to feel strong, independent, confident again. I really dont know why I am typing this I just feel I need too. I feel lost,

Lord, I pray to you ever night. Please help find what road to take, I know you are with me but I still feel so alone.

Please pray for my daughter. She has anxiety in the past and has conquered it. It has come back at a time in her life when all is going good for her she if finally happy. Please take this from her. Let her enjoy her happiness. She is just newly engaged and so wants to be fully happy. For this I pray Lord. Amen.

I have 2 requests. For a Grandmother of my daughters friend. She was in a fire last night and has burns on 70% of her body. My other request is again for a friend of daughters he is 26 years old and has battled a heart condition all his life. He is on a donor's list but to no avail so far. He is not doing well at all and may have only at the most a year to live. Please keep these 2 people on your list of prayers. Thank you.