I will add you to my prayer list. For now, just try to remember God's got this. Not worry about tomorrow, God's already there. It can be stressing I know, but you can get through this. The biggest part of worrying is the unknown. Trust God. If it gets too bad...scream at satan let him know he does not have power over you to steal your joy. I tell him all the time 'get behind me satan in the name of Jesus!' Sometimes I scare my family. LOL Then maybe you can see the situation more clearly.