Dear Aileen; GOD in his infinate wisdom some times shows us that there is another alternate path to follow; With Prayers and sleep i believe you will have your answers; Yes i am up late for you obviously; GOD has me as a Prayer Warrior for a lot of folks and for you i Pray that this is a Sign for Good days ahead for you what ever you decide to do!! GOD will Direct you in a Positive Direction!!! O:)
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As in all problems there is a solution; GOD has given you Patience!! O:)