Hello Fellow Facebook Prayer Group,
I have been struggling with depression, anxiety, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from being raped, abused my husband and since I'm so nice and don't like conflict & try to avoid it at all costs, I am finding that more and more people, supposedly my friends are criticizing me and talking about me behind my back. I have been through several other traumatic events that I don;t want to get into, but I try not to judge people because I'm not walking in their shoes and it hurts that they are talking about me when they have not and are not walking in my shoes. I apologize for the poor typing and typos, I'm just feeling so overwhelmed and upset. I am 49 and the group of women and who I thought were my friends are 14-19 years younger than me, so most of them have not had to deal with loss, tradgedies or traumatic events. In the 4 years I've worked with them, they have changed and act like they are better than others, which is sad because they talk bad about & make fun oof others beside me to. It hurt me the most because I thought they were good people and my friends. They only look out for themselves and their looks are going to fade one day & they should remember that when making fun of others. My delima is, I work with these women and it's stressful but I cant afford to quit and why should I, they are the ones acting like high schoolers.
I feel so overwhelmed over that situation, where I'm going to move when my lease is up & my credit is bad. I need to have 3 possibly 4 surgeries and I lost my health insurance 5 months ago. I dont go out, just stay at home with my pets and feel myself withdrawing further and further into myself. I have 13 living realatives left and many are elderly and very ill, so I just don't know what I need to do. I need help in so many areas and with these situations and need God's love, support and for him to show me the way and help me get through this.
Thank you for listening, I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to other than God about this, but he doesnt talk back or I'm not getting his guidance. My faith is so tested these days because it seems liek its one thing after another.
And I know Im not alone, everyone has some sort of issue or issues like myself that they are dealing with, so I'm prayig for the prayer requests I've read on here. Thank you for listening. May God Bless you all and I hope our combined prayer requests combined & strenghten and help us all.
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