I'm a kind of person that usually call me people smart.. I get along well with a lot of people if u give me tasks i can do it with the best of my ability and i really love serving my family my 2 daughter and my husband.. It seems like i never get tired of what am i doing.. but there's a struggle comes in my me way back Sept. 2014 i felt weak that it seems like i can never be that people smart that i used to be i'm suffering with anxiety.. and it really made me weak with the help of my family and a christian student and my doctor i overcome it in six month and enjoy the absence of it for a year.. but last Jan. 2,2016 I never thought that it will visit me again.. I abuse myself working too much again thinks a lot that i thought i am superman so my anxiety was triggered by that.. its really hars to accept i keep on crying up to now... 2014 is totally different today... 2014 there were so many support system... and I was able to overcome it easily but now it seems like my support system get tired of me...But you know what I keep on surviving bec. I hold on to this" I will never be in this situation if God is going to abandoned me" my strength is my faith... Im not perfect.. Im a sinner but God knows my suffering in the time that i want to give up coz its reallu hard to feel that nobody understand ur situation... I just close my eyes and said" search my heart oh God cover me with your Holy blood because iam tired. GOD's love never fails.. His mercy is my stronghold He is my Shepherd.... I am weak without God... I know one day when i wake up everything will be well... I just keep on praying not to get tired of fighting .... And I know in every fight in life God is with me ... even sometimes its really hars to understand why iam suffering with this again and many people judge me bec. Of that. I keep on going on coz I know God will never leave me nor forsake me... He is my mighty fortress....Maybe im facing it alone now but there is unseen comfort that keeps me going and that is the Spirit coming from God....
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