I am a new Christian and am trying to get back to God and everything but i have trouble sometimes believing that he is even there. I pray and everything but my entire heart isnt in it. Bad things have happened in my life and i continue to turn away from God. He is trying to reach me, i can feel it but i dont know how to let him in, how to trust. Everyone says let the Lord handle it, well i have trouble letting go. i like to be in control and thats where i run into trouble. I want to except Jesus i just dont know how. Things keep happening in my life and im just so tired of worrying about things, Please pray that i find Jesus and let him into my life

Please pray that my moms shoulder gets better. She pulled her shoulder out at work and cant go back to work until she is healed and she isnt getting paid, because her work doesnt have workers comp. She really needs her shoulder to get better. thank you

Need prayers at the moment. My Fiance is going through a hard time right now. An old girlfriend is claiming that he is the father of her baby, and wants child support. He is going in for a paternity test soon and i am praying to God that the test comes back negative. We can not afford to pay child support and still be able to pay all of our other bills. I pray every night that he isnt the father. I know it sounds bad, but i dont know what to do. He made a mistake and has already paid for it and asked for forgiveness so this shouldnt be happening. Please pray that everything works in our favor.