Dear God .. I think i can't be strong now .. I always give up .. I don't know what should i do now ? I want be the best in every aspect .. but .. I can't . i have do more ! but I can't too ! I won't be the second ! I want be first ! What should i do to be more clever than other friends ?? Study again ?? -_- :'(

Dear God .. I Want everyday be a good day for me .. I hope there is no problem again in my life .