First thing I encountered with the Lord is him on the cross and river of eternal love flowing to me.. I found my self became a missionary and serving the Lord took me far from being with the Lord.. Manytime I missed the balance, and this last 2 days I decide to read the whole message of Romans at once and it shocked me! It revealed a fresh reality to my identity.. I told my wife at the breakfast that all the devil’s tempetations aiming to make us doubt about our eternal sonship and while I washing the disches I opened the youtube to watch a video and the video was speaking about when the Father told Jesus you are my Son, satan came and tempeting him if he is a son of God! And I listen to my favorit song that I was always sing it when I came to the lord (agnius dei) and I went at night to the supermarket and I found the supermarket playing it !!! I start to cry thanking God , is like God telling me welcome to my arms, my intimicy is your home.. is like God saying I am here! And my wife told me to eat pizza and I opened my wallet and Found 11 R which is the price of the pizza but to set on the restaurent they take 10% and I searched more and I found exactly 1 &10 cents! Which is 12.10 the price of the pizza plus the service! Our Father is Faithful and sweet and lovely , he loves us forever! He is our provision, seek his face and you will find him smilling , run to him and you will find him opening his arms waiting you! Love you guys, be blessed.