Sweetheart, my Mom passed away too....so I know how you feel, which is normal. But...the truth is...if your Mom believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, and believed HE was raised from the dead....she is now living in Paradise, having the time of her life..and...if you also believe...YOU will see her again, and be together forever. She can still see you, and does, but she is also with GOD living in her Mansion...and being with her family that has previously departed. I promise what I am saying is absolutely true. If you want to know what your Mom is experiencing..go to Youtube.com and type in KAT KERR. You will be undone because she tells ALL about Heaven which is quite extensive, and the most wonderful place to be, Know that your Mom is at complete peace, doing fun things...and she's still watching over you...and your family. GOD BLESS YOU sweetheart....