I WENT THROUGH LIFE SAD ALL THE TIME. FOR YEARS I PRETENDED I WAS HAPPY BUT I REALLY WAS NOT. WHEN THE LORD SAVED ME I HAD HAPPINESS, JOY PEACE, LOVE IN MY HEART, AND SPIRIT. THEN THINGS AND SIBLINGS PASSED AWAY EVERY YEAR 3 SISTERS ONE 2010, ONE 2014, ONE AT 2015, STEPSISTER 2017. THIS WAS DEVASTATING TO ME. I WOULD SIT AROUND SAD DAILY. BUT GOD, ONLY GOD. GAVE ME MY JOY , A GREAT LAUGHTER. IT WRUNG THROUGH OUR HOME. THANK YOU JESUS FOR MY JOY.