I'm newly sober after relapsing three times in the past year. I lost the love of my life this last time because she just couldn't bear seeing me continuing on the downward spiral of addiction. I'm working hard at putting the pieces of my life together and praying daily for God's help to stay sober. I miss my girlfriend so much. She is an amazing woman that I should have held onto. Now she's gone... I pray that maybe someday we'll work things out. But I know for now I need to stay sober for myself and become the man intended me to be. Perhaps God has something else in store for me. I don't know. But I need all the help I can get so I can fight this disease. I also need prayers for letting go...