Jalisa,
First, God loves you. Your resonance is changing. Find positive mantras along with prayer. These are some of mine, you may use them as your own: (I am Blessed); (Walk with me Jesus, walk with me); (I forgive); (I am the perfect child of God, no better, no worse than any other). I say one of them on repeat and when my vibration settles, that's when I pray and ask for Jesus to walk with me.
I don't know you, but I feel you and love you as a sister 🛐
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Your prayer request really hit home. I think my wife is praying the same prayer for me. I pray your husband and I both find healing, wisdom and renewed determination. Jesus I ask you to send the Holy Spirit upon us to guide us to forgiveness.