I will pray for you. The only thing I ask in return is... if someone ask you to pray for them that you do so in return. I too was in an emotionally abusive relationship for 15 years (age 15-30, created 3 kick a** kids over 8 years). I wanted nothing more than to prove to the world that I could do it. My children were hurt so terribly. God gave me so many "outs" over those years. I was too stubborn. My youngest will be 18 in 5 months. My kids are just now seeing that relationships don't all have to be crazy! I truly belive children learn what they live! If God gives you and "out", take it! Don't look back! Trust him, he will guide you.