Please pray 4 me. Iam 40 yrs old and I have been addicted 2 drugs 4 the last 10 yrs. I finally got clean 6 months ago but it is alittle 2 late. I lost my family ,home,more importantly I lost my children. I wanted 2 kill myself because i couldnt deal with the guilt but then i decided that every day that i live i can make it up 2 my family and children i will do whatever has 2 be done 2 get back every thing that i have lost. What i want most of all is my childrens, familys and gods love and forgivness. Please pray 4 me.