My love lost her atm card and ive been waiting all week to spend it with her holding her loving her.please prey with me

i only prey the suffering to stop for all mankind
and life as well as for me
i prey god to take the hatred from my heart that is caused by soo much pain
I prey that all the nations will be healed from this and poverty
and i prey god help me find a way out of this poverty
and I prey god to give me strength to keep me strong enough to keep this monster pain from acting in cruelty for all the pain i bare has taken me there to hurt even what i love
and in so it destroys me i beg you god
and i beg you all please help me prey that he will free us all from this cage and give us all strangth
amen

Deep peace of the running wave to you. Deep peace of the quiet earth to you. Deep peace of the flowing air to you. Deep peace of the shining star to you.
please prey for me as I've been preying for this simple feeling of inner peace.if I had the honor to speak with god in a dream maybe i could find answers and love within myself.I dont have work yet im going to school and I'm starting to feel empty.i wish i knew what to do here just to recive the blessing of happiness.I exalt myseklf in how many ways that i can and wish to be humble.why is my heart sinking?please god help me