please pray for gods will for my life and for me to have the strength to accept it. it seems i want what is missing in my life, joy, peace and health, but feel like i need to make a change to have these things. it needs it to be gods will, not mine, hope their the same. miss my family so much (3 hours away) very lonely and missing my boy who went to be with jesus on 11/6/2012, but thank my lord and the only father he and i ever had, for taking him to a better place. hes with jesus and my mamma and i know they have no more pain, tears or unhappiness. thank you jesus, i love and adore you, definely need to be more like you diana warehime