I have been going through some hardships in my life recently. I currently lost a person in my life who I thought would never leave my side. I have also been struggling with this war that rages inside me about my past. My mind can never be at ease I'm always worrying about making ends meet in my life and trying to study for my G.E.D. as well. I continue to be provoked and instigated by my peers. I have a family but they choose not to speak with me because of my past ways of my childhood. I'm struggling and losing my faith day by day but I'm trying to remain positive and strong. Sometimes this weight I bear can be to much for me but then I always remember god will never give you nothing in life you can not deal with. I just need prayers of strength and courage, to continue on the right path god wants me to continue on in hopes of making my peers and family proud of me.