I'm sorry, I'm just very depressed and tired of things not going right.... I thought by now things would of got better, I'm fighting hard to be that better person not just for others but also for myself Like getting a car, getting a new apartment, paying off my college loans, repairing my credit and have a career job

it just been after i lost everything and went homeles it been hard for me, i everyday i wake up, i don't have the enegry to get my life back on track, i'm also feeling like i don't want to get on track, cause i'm afraid of failing again. im about to be 27 next month, and yet i still don't have a car, a house, a income, or a life i want.... i completely giving up on myself....i know it sad to think that way but that how i feel. i'm never happy, i don't love myself or the person i am. i want to change it but i don't know where to start or how to change it.... i need a push... i need someone in my life to help me get back on track.

In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ I will begin this day. I thank you, Lord, for having preserved me during the night. I will do my best to make all I do today pleasing to You and in accordance with Your will. My dear mother Mary, watch over me this day. My Guardian Angel, take care of me. St. Joseph and all you saints of God, pray for me