Best thing that ever happened to me was going to prison. Got me off drugs enough time that i could see a truth , the life I was living was killing me.
I knew God but stray away for years .....looked good on the outside job house etc....deep in my heart I had secrets pains bad stuff .
Was doing drugs to medicate then for everything .
Long story short. GOD'S PLAN ...WHEN UR DONE YOUR DONE.
I choose to hang out with sober people today ...got a better than ever job the world said i can't have with my felonies.....God said yes where the world said no. Sober Oct 22 2019 is 5 years ....
Gods plan ..
No amount of meetings and church and prayer ever was going to make a difference with my using the only thing that made a difference is when I was done I was done when the pain was truly sufficient the change did occur