please help me pray for my family, for my husband.. now that we got married and now we're in our 3rd year of marriage yet i never felt being special, loved, and cared for.. i just realized and thought that he just marry me because i got pregnant when we are still boyfriend/girlfriend.. i wished and long that he would love me the way i do, care as i care, and make me feel im special to him.. came january 3,2013 i found out that he has an affair with his offismate.. it hurts so much that i wanted to die that night, but never did because of my two kids with him. it turn my world down, and until now im still hurting.. sometimes my heart was full of anger and bitterness thinking they are together in the office the whole day. now i lost my trust for him.. he denied everything about the girl but i cant believe in him anymore. he never made any effort to make me ease the pain.
now i dont know what to ask God, either to ask that i would be strong enough to forget him and accept the fact that there is already someone who make him happy, or to ask that he wolud love me as i am and be a husband to me..i love him and dont want to lose him, but dont know how to make him love me again.